I did not lose faith on the day after my heart got broken. I did not decide that I've hurt enough, that I should give up on love once and for all.
I was more like a rock in the ocean, taking white waves after white waves, and one day when the sun rose and the world woke up, it found me already turned into a million particles of sand.
Kurt Vonnegut said we can only fall in love three times in our life.
By now I know the flirting and the phases. I know the fight and the make up. I know what I want and who I can work with. I know too much I'm afraid I will never be crazy about anyone again.
I'm terrified that I will end up with a complete checklist instead of someone I love.
